You said that i'm the only one and number 1

2 more hours is going to be 2010, All my friends is at the curve but i'm stuck at home like the good girls do. My new year Resolutions:

-Study really hard
-Make more friend
-Stay out of trouble
-Try not to skip class
-Do my homework (sikit skit jelah)
-change my attitude a bit
-Hope that he's mine :D

That's all yaw, Maybe i did a lot of mistake this year. I miss 2008 and i'll miss 2009. 2009 is the year that i have a lot of fun, i met new people and etc . The part that i hate next year is there's gonna be more homework, worst teacher and the test is going to get more hard then it was this year. Again i say, I MISS 2008 :D .
I hope he'll be next to me next year and hope he'll be the last one. I really like him lah, never felt like this before. I'm in love all over again.

I just wanna be with you and only you

Just came back from school, nak tengok kelas, jumpa aliya ouh tadi hug dia macam orang gila ouh. Asal lah kakak dia tak ada, rindu kot korang, nasib baik tak nanggis XD. When i look at him, my heart beat faster. I really like him but when he told me that he likes me too, i don't know is he really telly the truth or he just say that to make me feel better. Hmm, i'm just waiting and hoping that he'll be the last one. Btw my leg is fine :D. Felling much better actually and i hope that i can run for next year.

To tell you the truth, i never felt like this before seriously. I'll always know you we're the best. Seriously i never like anyone like this before and i think this is the first and hopefully it ill be the last and the only one. This Saturday going to cut my hair and rebounding my hair. I hope it will look better than the hair i have now. Bye i gotta go, I want to have my lunch with my brother :D

It's seem like your my worst friend

It's been a sad day for me today, when i woke today, i try to stand up and i fall. I shout and my little brother help me to get up. Guess what, I can't run, jog even go down the stairs. I cried man just now, it really hurts and i don't know what happen to my leg. I think because i play badminton and i always fall down. I was planning next year i want to run but i guess it won't happen. Benda ni start about 2 weeks ago but it didn't hurt so much like this. Maybe i'll be fine in the evening. I hate this lah wei.

At least i can walk right, no. Even when i walk i feel pain but i still can walk lah, sob sob. I just told him that i'm falling for him and i feel great. I just take a deep breathe and just told him. Yesterday my ex text me and he said "You, ni Adam. you're ex. I still sayang you. Won't you forgive me? I dah berubah lah you." so i reply "So what if you still sayang i but i don't okay. I like someone else now. I'm not gonna pick a a wrong person like you. I really like this guy but it's not you, goodbye and don't text me again.".

Try to make me jealous, i don't think so

I just found out after i broke up with him, he block me from myspace and he try to make me jealous. Well fyi i'm not lah wei. I broke up with you and i don't well sorry for anyway. I won't take you back, no question ask. It's not that i don't love you, it just that you don't take this relationship seriously and that's why i break up with you. I'm falling for someone but i don't know weather he likes me or not. I want to tell him i like him but i don't know, I have 3 guys to pick lah. H? A? or R? Im confused right now. I have until before schools starts, Help me!

I'm hitting my head against the wall

Yesterday just bought school uniform, next year i'm going to wear pinafore. Some of my classmate we're asking me, when are you going to wear pinafore and i say next year. I don't want to go school next year, i hate school lah sial. I'm hitting my head against the wall. I don't want to see their faces again lah wei, lagi lagi budak A. Aduh, i hate her lah sial. Tak naktengok muka dia ouh, macam babi je. She's trying to take H from but that's not gonna happen. I hate her lah bodoh same as how i hate someone. I think you guys know who i'm talking about. Best ouh single, haha XD. Had fun last night at the curve. Next year will be N worst nightmare, i hate him for going to that school. Asal tak masuk asrama je, kau menyemak ah kat sana. I'm bored sitting at home like the good girls do, everyone's away and miss them. H entah bila nak balik and the others this friday.I'm falling for someone but i can't tell you who is it.

I'm lost in this big world

Do you guys wanna know something? I broke up with him last night because i just don't love him anymore and he can't take this relationship seriously. I just feel like there's a big hole just punch to my chest. I have friends that i love and maybe i don't need a boyfriend in my life. I just want to be happy and that's all. I'm lost right now, i don't want to have a boyfriend but i feel lonely. I still believe in love but i just can't do this anymore. I am who i am, if you don't know me than don't judge me. If you really love someone, you have to let them go and move on. Yeah, i love someone but i just have to let them go. I can't stop reminding myself that i don't have a boyfriend. You know what, i don't care if i don't have a boyfriend. I just want to be happy like everyone else in the world. Life is not just about love.

Listen to yourself, you're a hotmess

Dannil make me so happy and i'm always with him. Maybe tomorrow i'm going to see him, i miss him so much and i can't wait. I love song the called " First dance by Justin Bieber" . Justin bieber is so cute, haha. Everytime if i listen to your love is my drug and kiss N tell by Kesha, i've gone crazy. Yesterday at the park, A turn on the song and i start to be crazy. Last night S ask me to forgive him but i don't want because he's attitude and he likes me. Before i and him have a fight, he is obsessed with me and i don't like it. Listen to yourself you're a hot mess by Kiss and tell. I miss H lah, i just have to wait after Christmas. He's gonna give me a present :D

I've just found out that N is going to be in the same school as i am. Cakap nak pegi asrama ouh. When F and N told me about it at the park, i shout so loud that everyone keep looking at me,haha. I cant stop shouting lah sial and tadi macam orang gila kat padang. I can't live by seeing that face everyday at school, i already suffer enought last year and now this year? Come on lah wei.

We both know let's go foward

Hey i just broke up with Dannil, it's a long story. I'm just not in the mood for any relationship with anyone. I hate love, i'm giving up on it and i just can't handle another relationship anymore. Okay maybe not lah, i just need to wait for the right guy for me. I'm not searching, i'm just waiting and i'm not going to give up. I'm so bored at home, I'm waiting for H to come back. He promise me to jog with me after Christmas. I miss H lah, I miss he's laugh and jokes.

Coming out your mouth with your blah blah blah.

Happy birthday Nur Izzati and same goes to Farhan. Hope you have a blast and i'm going to miss Izaati because she's moving to Kelantan, Sobsob.

It doesn't mean anything if you're not here with me

After F is gone, i keep telling myself that i will never fall in love again. After a few weeks, i can't cry and i have no feelings at all. These days guys are jerks,haha sorry. Every where i go, i see couples and they look very happy together. I wonder when will i get that happiness.When u love someone , And they break your heart , Don't give up on love , Have faith restart, Just hold on , hold on , hold on!One day, i was in my brothers car and then i turn on the radio. I hear that song, my tears came out and i know that song reminds me of J. I need someone to replace him from my heart and i just found that guy. He's name is Muhammad Dannil Adzha Fadzil. He's the person that i love the most. The guy that is Caring, kind, loveable and so much on lah. I really love him and i don't want to lose him. I hate it when we fight, i just want to be happy with him and i know that i'm happy with him always.

The wait is over

Hey It's Izni super sweet 13, haha. Happy Birthday lah gila. Wish you have a blast for your birthday, present nanti kot. To tell you the truth, I'm bored this holiday. H is away, D is away and everyone's away lah. I miss them and mostly i miss Aliya and Dannil. School's coming 3 more weeks. I wish i didn't have to go to school next year.

It's not a dream anymore

Today go to school, buy books and all that stuff plus i have the buku minda 2009. I look inside and the end off the page has the rumah merah senam robik picture. I look really ugly inside the picture. I hope no one realize it because i know that no one will see it. I miss Dannil, boring ouh tak jumpa dia and he's away because he's at penang now.

I had enough of you guys!

Sejak bila buat blog pasal dia? i don't even have time for that. before i wrote I dont care about you post, i don't have internet and why you blame it on me? wow, everybody is blaming on me. Okay fine, i don't care. Do you have proof that i did a blog about Nayly? if you have proof then i'm okay with it but i swear to god i didn't do it. It's true i don't like Nayly, do you have a problem with that? I'm not the only one who hates her. Maybe there's a lot of people out there doesn't like her. Maybe they did it. I'm having a great life before she came and after she go. Tak ada masa lah nak jealous pasal tetek dia, i don't care if i'm flat or whatever. I don't even know how i met her. I don't even know how i became her bestfriend. Their right, i've been trying to change her but she'll always be the same. I'm not starting a fight, i'm just telling the truth and i don't give a damn what you said about me. I'm just living my life, PEOPLE! Nayly's the one who started first by posting at her blog about me and it's my turn to do the same thing. She's not the only one has feeling okay. Honestly, I don't care about her anymore and i have a life okay. Asal nak tuduh aku dgn sammy? Kalau ada bukti tak apa lah jugak. there's a lot of people out there who really hates her. So that's my reply to you guys

Nothing compare to a good act

Just came back from summit and taipan with fatyn. I miss her a lot. While walking to summit, i saw J. Buat sakit hati je tengok muka dia, haha. My hand hurts a lot sebab main dgn pisau.

H is away for Chrismas. So, i don't have a lot of time to hang out with him. I'm going to miss him but still can text each other right. I'm in love all over again with someone but there's nothing between us. Just friends. I miss everyone i know. Mostly i miss him, haha. I can't tell you who is he yet. Soon i will. What is her problem? She used my poster to put at her wall room. get a life lah, you steal people stuff and you said its yours.

I want your loving And I want your revenge

I'm so bored right now, i've been doing the same thing everyday now. Maybe this Friday or Saturday going sunway again. Woke up this morning at 11 something and bla bla bla. Straight away online and start blogging. After i had a fight with Adam last night, he stop bugging me already. There's more about the fight actually but i didn't copy it. He told me that he want me back then when we fight, he suddenly tell me that he has someone already. What a player and still he wants me back, yeah right. I know that he's lying to me but still i hate him. I won't take him back. No question ask. I rather be single than taken.I just found out that the girl that i hate has a boyfriend. haha, now thats funny.

I miss the people that i love the most

I'm so sleepy right now but i can't sleep and i don't know why. To tell you the truth, i didn't sleep at all last night. I was on the phone with F until 3 then on the phone with H. I really miss her a lot, we gossip and talk about our life. I can't believe that "GIRL" accuse me and she think that i told F about W. I didn't do anything, what a liar. Eh sapa tak marah kalau dia kacau boyfriend orang. Things are different now without you, M. Usually, we text everyday and hang out all the time but now you're so busy with work. I have to let you go right. I miss you,M.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to Aliya Aisya! Wish you have a blast for your birthday. Present nanti lah i kasi. You're turning 12 today. Dah besar lah kau. Nanti lepak tau this Wednesday kat kl. Happy birthday!