I'm lost in this big world

Do you guys wanna know something? I broke up with him last night because i just don't love him anymore and he can't take this relationship seriously. I just feel like there's a big hole just punch to my chest. I have friends that i love and maybe i don't need a boyfriend in my life. I just want to be happy and that's all. I'm lost right now, i don't want to have a boyfriend but i feel lonely. I still believe in love but i just can't do this anymore. I am who i am, if you don't know me than don't judge me. If you really love someone, you have to let them go and move on. Yeah, i love someone but i just have to let them go. I can't stop reminding myself that i don't have a boyfriend. You know what, i don't care if i don't have a boyfriend. I just want to be happy like everyone else in the world. Life is not just about love.