dont put me in your life , im not perfect like u want me to be

Second day of school was okay, i have a lot of homework ouh and guess what? I finish it, i don't know what happen to me. Last year i was so lazy to do my homework, Just now i didn't skip class like i used too. I've changed lah sial, like i said i want to changed, i want to get straight A's this year and i'll try my best. Today me, Aina and the other student in my class to give form 2 their buku minda. Sumpah berat gila, i just pick up 10 books and Aina take 20, it's really heavy ouh. From downstairs to upstairs with the books and it's freaking heavy.

Won't have any mood at school tomorrow, i've become a bit moody at home and i try to do something stupud.I've been locking myself in my room, i won't eat or sleep and i don't know why. i'm not enough for you is it or you have someone that better then me? I'm talking crap right now, there's lot i have to think about.

I waited for you at the stairs and you weren't there. I try to find you but you weren't there or anywhere. All i see is your friend but i didn't see you at all. You told me that you want to walk home with me but you didn't. If you don't want to just say it okay, I don't mind but at least you have told me. At last i walk alone like always. I have no mood to talk to anyone at home.I really love him and i don't want to lose him.