Why oh why?

why am i starting to remember
the memories that i have with J*****?
i've been listening to the song that he loves
why oh why laaaaa?
people keep asking me,
do you still love him?
like what the hell
of course no!
i only love Muhammas Adam<3
But why am i remembering those memories
that we share???
i remember what you say to me
'i love you but im not ready to have any relationship with anyone,
you're my first girlfriend that i have but
i don't want any relationship with anyone'
but i was like i don't wanna break up
he said ' when im ready i'll ask you back okay? thats a promise'
but i wont wait any longer
i found someone that i really love


Muhammad Adam
i love you