IM so so so sorry

Im sorry if i did't went to taipan
sorry cause i was so sleepy and my hand is damn fcking pain
im sorry okay
please forgive me
But did you went taipan today?
i miss you la
its been 6 days
6 days without seeing you kills me
i really really really really miss you

now about my parents
just now my friend called my house phone
then when i was talking
my father marah me
then i shout to him
"eh i did;t call la,die yg call la"
i feel like killing him
even if his my father
i don't care
i'm planning to ran away from home
my parents keep saying that im going to like my sister
i said to them
im not gonna be like her and i am nothing like her