HIM<333

Guess what i have another fight with him
Do you think that you love somebody so much but you feel like you're hurting them?
well i do.I love him so much,i swear to god.I don't wanna lose him but i feel like
i m hurting him..I always make him sad, mad and i always end up fighting with him.
I don't know why.I fighting with him like my ex boyfriend,J*****.
The first time ever in my life i hear him marah me like hell, I was like
"OH MY GOD IS THIS THE GUY THAT I LOVE?"
The way he marah me like im not his girlfriend like im just his friend
I really love him and i don't wanna leave him but im scared he leave me.
All the guys that i ever couple with they keep saying that
"I love you and i will never leave you"
and guess what they leave me =.=
but there's one guy said
"I love you alot but i don't wanna have a relationship with you or anybody"
His name is J***** G***T****
But Adam was different
in my whole life i was not happy
but when he came to my life
his the only one that can make me happy
If you don't think that i love you its your choice
but i really really really really really really really love you so much.
Everyone keep saying that i always cry
wanna know why?
cause im sad,mad and i really don't wan to lose the wan i really love.

TO ADAM
IM SORRY IF I MAKE YOU MAD OR SAD
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH
AND I PROMISE THAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU CAUSE
I REALLY NEED YOU BY MY SIDE