IM so so so sorry

Im sorry if i did't went to taipan
sorry cause i was so sleepy and my hand is damn fcking pain
im sorry okay
please forgive me
But did you went taipan today?
i miss you la
its been 6 days
6 days without seeing you kills me
i really really really really miss you

now about my parents
just now my friend called my house phone
then when i was talking
my father marah me
then i shout to him
"eh i did;t call la,die yg call la"
i feel like killing him
even if his my father
i don't care
i'm planning to ran away from home
my parents keep saying that im going to like my sister
i said to them
im not gonna be like her and i am nothing like her

Fuck la

fuck la my parents
yesterday my house phone bill showed up
and guess what?
its rm1000
oh my god,its all because of me
haha what i care
sape suruh tak bg aku handphone baru
now i cant even touch the phone or used the phone
haih
& wanna know something?
my parents ask me
who i called and why i call them
i did't answer
then my mom said
"sure la you go call your bf"
i was like"what the hell la"
but its true
i just shut my lips and never say anything
my father ask me to break up with him
i said
"no way, his the only one that can make me happy"
then i went inside my room and i slam the door
haiyo my choice la i wan cpl or not
AAARRRHHHHHHHHH

WOW, today at school was so damn fcking boring
school was never fun
its always boring
if i hear people saying school fun
i don't know what to say
haih
today was boring without him
now i can't use the house phone to call him
its been 5 days i did't see him
wow its a long day
but i really really really really miss him

This Sunday is going to be my school carnival
yaay!!! :)
its gonna be fun
Adam going to come
its gonna be crazy
believe me
cause im gonna do something to all of you

HAPPY MUCH LA?

im so happy for my friend M**
she couple with N****
wow wanna know something?
wait, i remember its a secret,haha lol.

Today at school so damn fucking boring
i saw her, she was like don't wanna friend me
but i still love her as my best friend.
She don't wanna friend me what to do?
its her choice la not mine

HIM<333

Guess what i have another fight with him
Do you think that you love somebody so much but you feel like you're hurting them?
well i do.I love him so much,i swear to god.I don't wanna lose him but i feel like
i m hurting him..I always make him sad, mad and i always end up fighting with him.
I don't know why.I fighting with him like my ex boyfriend,J*****.
The first time ever in my life i hear him marah me like hell, I was like
"OH MY GOD IS THIS THE GUY THAT I LOVE?"
The way he marah me like im not his girlfriend like im just his friend
I really love him and i don't wanna leave him but im scared he leave me.
All the guys that i ever couple with they keep saying that
"I love you and i will never leave you"
and guess what they leave me =.=
but there's one guy said
"I love you alot but i don't wanna have a relationship with you or anybody"
His name is J***** G***T****
But Adam was different
in my whole life i was not happy
but when he came to my life
his the only one that can make me happy
If you don't think that i love you its your choice
but i really really really really really really really love you so much.
Everyone keep saying that i always cry
wanna know why?
cause im sad,mad and i really don't wan to lose the wan i really love.

TO ADAM
IM SORRY IF I MAKE YOU MAD OR SAD
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH
AND I PROMISE THAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU CAUSE
I REALLY NEED YOU BY MY SIDE

BlaBlaBla

what a boring day,
my little brothers are so annoying.
i'm not going out today
just stay home like the good girls do.
haha,lol.

i woke up at 12 pm
OMG so late
by the way
i don't care la what you wanna say about me
but i'm myself
if you don't wanna friend me
okay fine

Now i don't wanna talk about it
just forget about the past.
ilovehimsodamnfuckingmuch
wanna know who?
Muhammad Adam la
who else?
I will never leave him
i don't wanna lose him

What A Life?

What a life you all say i've changed? But you guys are so damn wrong. Wanna know something i just lost my best friend but if she doesn't want me than okay fine. But someone cheer me up, he's name is Muhammad Adam. If i'm in a bad mood, he'll be the first person to cheer me up. I love him but not that crazy love. I don't wanna leave him