Sunday, January 10, 2010

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Saturday, January 9, 2010

You love me, i love you harder


There's this time i feel like crying, you stole my heart. I feel like you're gone, it's like you changed. i don't want nobody else but you. Listen to F advise and i cried. He's the only one can make me happy. It's like i'm losing him already. I don't know what to do now, i'm lost right now. You guys giving some shit advise, sorry yaw. Masa jumpa Asyila, i told her everything what's wrong. She told me i have to be strong etc etc etc. The only person who understand my problem now is Asyila. If you guys don't know what i'm dealing with now than don't ask. I hate it when people disturb my relationship with someone. Don't want to lose your love.There's alot of things in my head, i don't want to lose him. God, why are you doing this. He the only one who really understand me and i don't want to lose him. Last word from me, I love him so much

I got a rock band

It all started this morning, I was sleeping around 7 o'clock then Izlyn call me. I continue to sleep then Sam call me, i continue to sleep AGAIN. Last but not least Ain call me, Damn. I wanted to sleep but you guys keep calling me. Terpaksa lah bangun, nanti kena marah dengan dorang. Mata bengak gila, pasal korang lah. Came back and straight away call Asyila, I miss her babe. Bad things is i was suppose to go sunway with her but she can't go. So we went to someones kenduri dekat padang. Harvey was there, god i miss him. Dia sombong ouh sekarang, he still doesn't change a bit. Perangai macam form 1 but dia form 3. Btw i miss him as a friend, jangan salah faham tau Adani.

Me and asyila was sitting then suddenly there was 2 guys sitting beside us and ask for our number. I straight away stand up and leave asyila there alone, sorry babe. Dia cari aku macam orang gila ouh, at last she found me. " wei lelaki tu mintak number kau, pelik ouh mamat tu, dia ingat kau christian". I laugh like hell. Can i ask you guys a question, do i look like i'm christian? haha hell no. One more thing, doesn't mean my name is Azelea Azreen i'm christian, bodoh lah kau. I'm talking crap right now.

Friday, January 8, 2010

I'm not gonna let him go


I'm pissed with someone at form 1, asal kau nak aku break dengan dia? aku sayang dia lah wei. Aku bukan macam kau kan, kau couple dengan orang sebab nak bagi Nazim jealous, baik tak payah lah wei. Senang cerita korang couple jelah. Harvey is my best friend lah, i don't like him. I like him as a friend okay, btw i miss him. He's form 3 but he act like he's form 1. When are you gonna grow up? hope he doesn't read this :P. Asyila, i miss you so much. The good thing is i'm going to see you tomorrow, ouh i can't wait to see your face again :D

Thursday, January 7, 2010

She's got a boyfriend now


It was okay lah kat school. Pengerusi for rumah merah is Fyzal, naib pengerusi i have no idea what's he's name is. I wanted to call Sher Rhie name but nanti dia marah. I really miss those days with Sher Rhie and Sangeetha. I know I've changes a lot these past two years but i really miss you guys. I miss hang out with you guys and i'm sorry if Ive changed alot. I know things are different now. Thanks for helping me when i need you guys last time. Sher Rhie i've been friend with you since we're 6 years old and you're always be my best friend. I cried i post this. Can you guys please stop asking me that i'm with him is it? The answer is yea okay. Gosh you giys are so annoying, lagi lagi form 1. Last word from me I miss you Sher Rhie and Sangeetha.

Me plus you







Oh my god, selena is falling for Justin 0.0 He;s mine lah wei :P

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I need you to reload it


Isn't Martin Johnson hot? hell yeah he is, hehe XD. I didn't sleep last night, i have a stomach ate for 6 hours and that's why i didn't sleep. Today at school is so boring, almost felt a sleep because hearing the boring teacher talking. I miss Asyila, i only can see her on the weekends. Some of form 1 is very annoying, pandang orang macam tak puas hati ouh.

I can't wait for the rumah merah training because i want to run and i can't wait for the volley ball training :D. I'm a sport person. Today i finish my homework at school, so that i can relax at home.Now my hair is very different, woke up today and it's really different. I look like 2 years ago but more different. I can't wait to see them this weekends, she's one of my rocking girlfriends.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

dont put me in your life , im not perfect like u want me to be


Second day of school was okay, i have a lot of homework ouh and guess what? I finish it, i don't know what happen to me. Last year i was so lazy to do my homework, Just now i didn't skip class like i used too. I've changed lah sial, like i said i want to changed, i want to get straight A's this year and i'll try my best. Today me, Aina and the other student in my class to give form 2 their buku minda. Sumpah berat gila, i just pick up 10 books and Aina take 20, it's really heavy ouh. From downstairs to upstairs with the books and it's freaking heavy.

Won't have any mood at school tomorrow, i've become a bit moody at home and i try to do something stupud.I've been locking myself in my room, i won't eat or sleep and i don't know why. i'm not enough for you is it or you have someone that better then me? I'm talking crap right now, there's lot i have to think about.

I waited for you at the stairs and you weren't there. I try to find you but you weren't there or anywhere. All i see is your friend but i didn't see you at all. You told me that you want to walk home with me but you didn't. If you don't want to just say it okay, I don't mind but at least you have told me. At last i walk alone like always. I have no mood to talk to anyone at home.I really love him and i don't want to lose him.

Monday, January 4, 2010

I'm gonna hit the city


Sam, i know if i tie my hair kat belakang macam budak kecik but you tak tengok lagi bila i lepaskan rambut. My hair macam pixie lott but pendek lagi, ada faham sam? Macam rambut 2008 ouh but lain gila. All my classmate is different, their jokes make me laugh more, Their taller than me as always and Izaati tak pindah. Semalam jerit macam orang gila bila dapat tau dia tak pindah. I miss her ouh and my other friends. Eh jarang ouh nampak budak form 1. Wei Aliya, please move to seafield, I miss you babe! I'm going to wear pinafore if there's no agama. Dia nampak macam mak orang ouh. Me and H, was on the phone last night, I told him about her and he laugh like hell ouh. Kau rempit gila babi ouh, nak cakap orang memang tak lah kan and btw tak yah nak bajet ouh.

Isn't he cute?


Isn't Justin Bieber cute? yes he is. Btw Sam, that song is great and he does not sucks. First day of school was okay but i hate some teachers, I hate when the teacher scold me . Guys, can you stop picking me to decorate the class, i did it last year right and now this year? Come one lah guys. There's two things that makes me laugh today, dia pakai pinafore lawak ouh and Nazim look so nerd, haha XD. I walk back home alone ouh today, Asal korang naik bas ah? Babi lah.There's more story kot but i pendek kan lah. He's finally mine lah sial, he's everything that i wanted in this world. I really love him.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Hello hello baby, i cannot hear a thing


Pergi padang tadi for the last time, the last time i'm going to see Asyila and I'm going to miss her and Razan. Their twins ouh. I only can see them over the weekends. I, Asyila and aiman we're talking to firman and Haziq. I was so pissed with Haziq, I throw my phone at him. I jatuh ouh tadi, sakit ouh. Hope i can run this year for rumah merah.

I have a story to tell you. I'm in love with this guy, he is different from the guy that i ever met and he's amazing. I'm in love with him since the day i broke up with Dannil. He always cheers me up and make me smile like i never smile before. The sonG that reminds me of him is So cold by Chris brown. LaSt word from me to him, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Everybody says we look cute together


I didn't sleep at all last night, i don't know why and i miss him :P. Last night i watch The nanny and the Simpson, there's nothing to do last night. I'm scared to go to school tomorrow because of my hair, for me lah kan i look good but i don't know what will my friend say. I don't know whether i have to tie my hair or not, I don't to tie my hair because i'll look more ugly

I'm in love with him, we treat each other like we're together but we're not. I remember that day Fyzal ask do you like him, i was like "huh? what? tak dengar kot" i keep repeating. Dia bengang gila kot dengan aku, hehe :D. Honestly, he different from the other guys that i met and he's everything that i wanted in my life. Is this love? i think it is.

I never love someone like this before, i'm in love him kot. If he likes someone else i don't know what will happen to me. Last time i know, there's gonna be blood at my hand and i will do crazy stuff. Got to go yaw, last word from me I LOVE YOU :D

you're everything that i wanted in my life


It started this morning at 11, I woke up and take bath etc. I'm going to have my haircut today, i was feeling nerves and scared. I don't want to cut my hair but i have too. When to the nearest Saloon,the people over there was really shocked because my hair is so damn fucking thick. When they started to cut my hair i feel like crying, i really like it when i have a long hair, i know it's silly to cry for your hair.

It took 1 hour and 30 minutes to finish my haircut, she ask me if i wanted to rebonding my hair but my mum don't let because it's too expensive. Orang paling lama kat sana XD. After that when shopping with my mum at Summit, i bump to Fyzal, Haniff etc. They look really shocked when they saw my haircut, i'm getting used to my haircut.

Just know i was reading a book title " Kiss her goodbye" tiba tiba nampak Izlyn kat belakang, haha lawak ouh XD. Entah lah apa dia buat. She didn't saw my haircut yet. They only person who saw is Asyila, Fyzal, Hakimi, Abu, Haniff i think thats all. I hope he'll be mine soon. Sorry if you guys keep hearing that. I'm in love with him kot :D

Friday, January 1, 2010

All i want is you


HAPPY NEW YEAR YAW. Can't wait to see all my friends on Monday, i really miss Si Jin and etc . Luckily their in the same class as i am :D. The rest tak sama kot, how sad am i. Just now went Taipan with my rocking sister and her friends. I was so damn quite, i didn't know what to say and i' shy. Well, i'm a shy person you know but when you get to know me, you'll see. The closes friend i have is Asyila and Sam, She knows the real me and everything about me.

I'm going to miss Asyila because she's going to be in a different school but dia jiran aku kot :P. Mostly, i miss Fatyn Nurizzati :( . Actually lah kan, I'm not ready to go to school. It's better if i just stayed at home like this holiday. Can't wait to see him, Hope he's going to be mine. Sorry if i always talk about him, i just can't help it. I just really like him like i never like anyone before in my life. It's like love in first sight.