It's not a dream anymore

2010-01-10T18:07:00.000-08:00

Guys, i'm not using this blog anymore. Relink me http://losethetalkoflove.blogspot.com

You love me, i love you harder

2010-01-09T08:46:00.000-08:00

There's this time i feel like crying, you stole my heart. I feel like you're gone, it's like you changed. i don't want nobody else but you. Listen to F advise and i cried. He's the only one can make me happy. It's like i'm losing him already. I don't know what to do now, i'm lost right now. You guys giving some shit advise, sorry yaw. Masa jumpa Asyila, i told her everything what's wrong. She told me i have to be strong etc etc etc. The only person who understand my problem now is Asyila. If you guys don't know what i'm dealing with now than don't ask. I hate it when people disturb my relationship with someone. Don't want to lose your love.There's alot of things in my head, i don't want to lose him. God, why are you doing this. He the only one who really understand me and i don't want to lose him. Last word from me, I love him so much

I got a rock band

2010-01-09T06:30:00.001-08:00

It all started this morning, I was sleeping around 7 o'clock then Izlyn call me. I continue to sleep then Sam call me, i continue to sleep AGAIN. Last but not least Ain call me, Damn. I wanted to sleep but you guys keep calling me. Terpaksa lah bangun, nanti kena marah dengan dorang. Mata bengak gila, pasal korang lah. Came back and straight away call Asyila, I miss her babe. Bad things is i was suppose to go sunway with her but she can't go. So we went to someones kenduri dekat padang. Harvey was there, god i miss him. Dia sombong ouh sekarang, he still doesn't change a bit. Perangai macam form 1 but dia form 3. Btw i miss him as a friend, jangan salah faham tau Adani.

Me and asyila was sitting then suddenly there was 2 guys sitting beside us and ask for our number. I straight away stand up and leave asyila there alone, sorry babe. Dia cari aku macam orang gila ouh, at last she found me. " wei lelaki tu mintak number kau, pelik ouh mamat tu, dia ingat kau christian". I laugh like hell. Can i ask you guys a question, do i look like i'm christian? haha hell no. One more thing, doesn't mean my name is Azelea Azreen i'm christian, bodoh lah kau. I'm talking crap right now.

I'm not gonna let him go

2010-01-08T06:50:00.000-08:00

I'm pissed with someone at form 1, asal kau nak aku break dengan dia? aku sayang dia lah wei. Aku bukan macam kau kan, kau couple dengan orang sebab nak bagi Nazim jealous, baik tak payah lah wei. Senang cerita korang couple jelah. Harvey is my best friend lah, i don't like him. I like him as a friend okay, btw i miss him. He's form 3 but he act like he's form 1. When are you gonna grow up? hope he doesn't read this :P. Asyila, i miss you so much. The good thing is i'm going to see you tomorrow, ouh i can't wait to see your face again :D

She's got a boyfriend now

2010-01-07T21:12:00.001-08:00

It was okay lah kat school. Pengerusi for rumah merah is Fyzal, naib pengerusi i have no idea what's he's name is. I wanted to call Sher Rhie name but nanti dia marah. I really miss those days with Sher Rhie and Sangeetha. I know I've changes a lot these past two years but i really miss you guys. I miss hang out with you guys and i'm sorry if Ive changed alot. I know things are different now. Thanks for helping me when i need you guys last time. Sher Rhie i've been friend with you since we're 6 years old and you're always be my best friend. I cried i post this. Can you guys please stop asking me that i'm with him is it? The answer is yea okay. Gosh you giys are so annoying, lagi lagi form 1. Last word from me I miss you Sher Rhie and Sangeetha.

Me plus you

2010-01-07T07:05:00.000-08:00

Oh my god, selena is falling for Justin 0.0 He;s mine lah wei :P

I need you to reload it

2010-01-06T06:11:00.000-08:00

Isn't Martin Johnson hot? hell yeah he is, hehe XD. I didn't sleep last night, i have a stomach ate for 6 hours and that's why i didn't sleep. Today at school is so boring, almost felt a sleep because hearing the boring teacher talking. I miss Asyila, i only can see her on the weekends. Some of form 1 is very annoying, pandang orang macam tak puas hati ouh.

I can't wait for the rumah merah training because i want to run and i can't wait for the volley ball training :D. I'm a sport person. Today i finish my homework at school, so that i can relax at home.Now my hair is very different, woke up today and it's really different. I look like 2 years ago but more different. I can't wait to see them this weekends, she's one of my rocking girlfriends.

dont put me in your life , im not perfect like u want me to be

2010-01-05T06:40:00.000-08:00

Second day of school was okay, i have a lot of homework ouh and guess what? I finish it, i don't know what happen to me. Last year i was so lazy to do my homework, Just now i didn't skip class like i used too. I've changed lah sial, like i said i want to changed, i want to get straight A's this year and i'll try my best. Today me, Aina and the other student in my class to give form 2 their buku minda. Sumpah berat gila, i just pick up 10 books and Aina take 20, it's really heavy ouh. From downstairs to upstairs with the books and it's freaking heavy.

Won't have any mood at school tomorrow, i've become a bit moody at home and i try to do something stupud.I've been locking myself in my room, i won't eat or sleep and i don't know why. i'm not enough for you is it or you have someone that better then me? I'm talking crap right now, there's lot i have to think about.

I waited for you at the stairs and you weren't there. I try to find you but you weren't there or anywhere. All i see is your friend but i didn't see you at all. You told me that you want to walk home with me but you didn't. If you don't want to just say it okay, I don't mind but at least you have told me. At last i walk alone like always. I have no mood to talk to anyone at home.I really love him and i don't want to lose him.

I'm gonna hit the city

2010-01-04T19:41:00.001-08:00

Sam, i know if i tie my hair kat belakang macam budak kecik but you tak tengok lagi bila i lepaskan rambut. My hair macam pixie lott but pendek lagi, ada faham sam? Macam rambut 2008 ouh but lain gila. All my classmate is different, their jokes make me laugh more, Their taller than me as always and Izaati tak pindah. Semalam jerit macam orang gila bila dapat tau dia tak pindah. I miss her ouh and my other friends. Eh jarang ouh nampak budak form 1. Wei Aliya, please move to seafield, I miss you babe! I'm going to wear pinafore if there's no agama. Dia nampak macam mak orang ouh. Me and H, was on the phone last night, I told him about her and he laugh like hell ouh. Kau rempit gila babi ouh, nak cakap orang memang tak lah kan and btw tak yah nak bajet ouh.

Isn't he cute?

2010-01-04T06:18:00.000-08:00

Isn't Justin Bieber cute? yes he is. Btw Sam, that song is great and he does not sucks. First day of school was okay but i hate some teachers, I hate when the teacher scold me . Guys, can you stop picking me to decorate the class, i did it last year right and now this year? Come one lah guys. There's two things that makes me laugh today, dia pakai pinafore lawak ouh and Nazim look so nerd, haha XD. I walk back home alone ouh today, Asal korang naik bas ah? Babi lah.There's more story kot but i pendek kan lah. He's finally mine lah sial, he's everything that i wanted in this world. I really love him.

Hello hello baby, i cannot hear a thing

2010-01-03T05:17:00.000-08:00

Pergi padang tadi for the last time, the last time i'm going to see Asyila and I'm going to miss her and Razan. Their twins ouh. I only can see them over the weekends. I, Asyila and aiman we're talking to firman and Haziq. I was so pissed with Haziq, I throw my phone at him. I jatuh ouh tadi, sakit ouh. Hope i can run this year for rumah merah.

I have a story to tell you. I'm in love with this guy, he is different from the guy that i ever met and he's amazing. I'm in love with him since the day i broke up with Dannil. He always cheers me up and make me smile like i never smile before. The sonG that reminds me of him is So cold by Chris brown. LaSt word from me to him, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Everybody says we look cute together

2010-01-02T22:12:00.000-08:00

I didn't sleep at all last night, i don't know why and i miss him :P. Last night i watch The nanny and the Simpson, there's nothing to do last night. I'm scared to go to school tomorrow because of my hair, for me lah kan i look good but i don't know what will my friend say. I don't know whether i have to tie my hair or not, I don't to tie my hair because i'll look more ugly

I'm in love with him, we treat each other like we're together but we're not. I remember that day Fyzal ask do you like him, i was like "huh? what? tak dengar kot" i keep repeating. Dia bengang gila kot dengan aku, hehe :D. Honestly, he different from the other guys that i met and he's everything that i wanted in my life. Is this love? i think it is.

I never love someone like this before, i'm in love him kot. If he likes someone else i don't know what will happen to me. Last time i know, there's gonna be blood at my hand and i will do crazy stuff. Got to go yaw, last word from me I LOVE YOU :D

you're everything that i wanted in my life

2010-01-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

It started this morning at 11, I woke up and take bath etc. I'm going to have my haircut today, i was feeling nerves and scared. I don't want to cut my hair but i have too. When to the nearest Saloon,the people over there was really shocked because my hair is so damn fucking thick. When they started to cut my hair i feel like crying, i really like it when i have a long hair, i know it's silly to cry for your hair.

It took 1 hour and 30 minutes to finish my haircut, she ask me if i wanted to rebonding my hair but my mum don't let because it's too expensive. Orang paling lama kat sana XD. After that when shopping with my mum at Summit, i bump to Fyzal, Haniff etc. They look really shocked when they saw my haircut, i'm getting used to my haircut.

Just know i was reading a book title " Kiss her goodbye" tiba tiba nampak Izlyn kat belakang, haha lawak ouh XD. Entah lah apa dia buat. She didn't saw my haircut yet. They only person who saw is Asyila, Fyzal, Hakimi, Abu, Haniff i think thats all. I hope he'll be mine soon. Sorry if you guys keep hearing that. I'm in love with him kot :D

All i want is you

2010-01-01T04:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR YAW. Can't wait to see all my friends on Monday, i really miss Si Jin and etc . Luckily their in the same class as i am :D. The rest tak sama kot, how sad am i. Just now went Taipan with my rocking sister and her friends. I was so damn quite, i didn't know what to say and i' shy. Well, i'm a shy person you know but when you get to know me, you'll see. The closes friend i have is Asyila and Sam, She knows the real me and everything about me.

I'm going to miss Asyila because she's going to be in a different school but dia jiran aku kot :P. Mostly, i miss Fatyn Nurizzati :( . Actually lah kan, I'm not ready to go to school. It's better if i just stayed at home like this holiday. Can't wait to see him, Hope he's going to be mine. Sorry if i always talk about him, i just can't help it. I just really like him like i never like anyone before in my life. It's like love in first sight.

You said that i'm the only one and number 1

2009-12-31T06:18:00.001-08:00

2 more hours is going to be 2010, All my friends is at the curve but i'm stuck at home like the good girls do. My new year Resolutions:

-Study really hard
-Make more friend
-Stay out of trouble
-Try not to skip class
-Do my homework (sikit skit jelah)
-change my attitude a bit
-Hope that he's mine :D

That's all yaw, Maybe i did a lot of mistake this year. I miss 2008 and i'll miss 2009. 2009 is the year that i have a lot of fun, i met new people and etc . The part that i hate next year is there's gonna be more homework, worst teacher and the test is going to get more hard then it was this year. Again i say, I MISS 2008 :D .
I hope he'll be next to me next year and hope he'll be the last one. I really like him lah, never felt like this before. I'm in love all over again.

I just wanna be with you and only you

2009-12-30T12:56:00.000-08:00

Just came back from school, nak tengok kelas, jumpa aliya ouh tadi hug dia macam orang gila ouh. Asal lah kakak dia tak ada, rindu kot korang, nasib baik tak nanggis XD. When i look at him, my heart beat faster. I really like him but when he told me that he likes me too, i don't know is he really telly the truth or he just say that to make me feel better. Hmm, i'm just waiting and hoping that he'll be the last one. Btw my leg is fine :D. Felling much better actually and i hope that i can run for next year.

To tell you the truth, i never felt like this before seriously. I'll always know you we're the best. Seriously i never like anyone like this before and i think this is the first and hopefully it ill be the last and the only one. This Saturday going to cut my hair and rebounding my hair. I hope it will look better than the hair i have now. Bye i gotta go, I want to have my lunch with my brother :D

It's seem like your my worst friend

2009-12-29T20:19:00.001-08:00

It's been a sad day for me today, when i woke today, i try to stand up and i fall. I shout and my little brother help me to get up. Guess what, I can't run, jog even go down the stairs. I cried man just now, it really hurts and i don't know what happen to my leg. I think because i play badminton and i always fall down. I was planning next year i want to run but i guess it won't happen. Benda ni start about 2 weeks ago but it didn't hurt so much like this. Maybe i'll be fine in the evening. I hate this lah wei.

At least i can walk right, no. Even when i walk i feel pain but i still can walk lah, sob sob. I just told him that i'm falling for him and i feel great. I just take a deep breathe and just told him. Yesterday my ex text me and he said "You, ni Adam. you're ex. I still sayang you. Won't you forgive me? I dah berubah lah you." so i reply "So what if you still sayang i but i don't okay. I like someone else now. I'm not gonna pick a a wrong person like you. I really like this guy but it's not you, goodbye and don't text me again.".

Try to make me jealous, i don't think so

2009-12-28T22:12:00.000-08:00

I just found out after i broke up with him, he block me from myspace and he try to make me jealous. Well fyi i'm not lah wei. I broke up with you and i don't well sorry for anyway. I won't take you back, no question ask. It's not that i don't love you, it just that you don't take this relationship seriously and that's why i break up with you. I'm falling for someone but i don't know weather he likes me or not. I want to tell him i like him but i don't know, I have 3 guys to pick lah. H? A? or R? Im confused right now. I have until before schools starts, Help me!

I'm hitting my head against the wall

2009-12-27T20:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday just bought school uniform, next year i'm going to wear pinafore. Some of my classmate we're asking me, when are you going to wear pinafore and i say next year. I don't want to go school next year, i hate school lah sial. I'm hitting my head against the wall. I don't want to see their faces again lah wei, lagi lagi budak A. Aduh, i hate her lah sial. Tak naktengok muka dia ouh, macam babi je. She's trying to take H from but that's not gonna happen. I hate her lah bodoh same as how i hate someone. I think you guys know who i'm talking about. Best ouh single, haha XD. Had fun last night at the curve. Next year will be N worst nightmare, i hate him for going to that school. Asal tak masuk asrama je, kau menyemak ah kat sana. I'm bored sitting at home like the good girls do, everyone's away and miss them. H entah bila nak balik and the others this friday.I'm falling for someone but i can't tell you who is it.

I'm lost in this big world

2009-12-27T02:01:00.000-08:00

Do you guys wanna know something? I broke up with him last night because i just don't love him anymore and he can't take this relationship seriously. I just feel like there's a big hole just punch to my chest. I have friends that i love and maybe i don't need a boyfriend in my life. I just want to be happy and that's all. I'm lost right now, i don't want to have a boyfriend but i feel lonely. I still believe in love but i just can't do this anymore. I am who i am, if you don't know me than don't judge me. If you really love someone, you have to let them go and move on. Yeah, i love someone but i just have to let them go. I can't stop reminding myself that i don't have a boyfriend. You know what, i don't care if i don't have a boyfriend. I just want to be happy like everyone else in the world. Life is not just about love.

Listen to yourself, you're a hotmess

2009-12-22T19:30:00.000-08:00

Dannil make me so happy and i'm always with him. Maybe tomorrow i'm going to see him, i miss him so much and i can't wait. I love song the called " First dance by Justin Bieber" . Justin bieber is so cute, haha. Everytime if i listen to your love is my drug and kiss N tell by Kesha, i've gone crazy. Yesterday at the park, A turn on the song and i start to be crazy. Last night S ask me to forgive him but i don't want because he's attitude and he likes me. Before i and him have a fight, he is obsessed with me and i don't like it. Listen to yourself you're a hot mess by Kiss and tell. I miss H lah, i just have to wait after Christmas. He's gonna give me a present :D

I've just found out that N is going to be in the same school as i am. Cakap nak pegi asrama ouh. When F and N told me about it at the park, i shout so loud that everyone keep looking at me,haha. I cant stop shouting lah sial and tadi macam orang gila kat padang. I can't live by seeing that face everyday at school, i already suffer enought last year and now this year? Come on lah wei.

We both know let's go foward

2009-12-21T06:13:00.000-08:00

Hey i just broke up with Dannil, it's a long story. I'm just not in the mood for any relationship with anyone. I hate love, i'm giving up on it and i just can't handle another relationship anymore. Okay maybe not lah, i just need to wait for the right guy for me. I'm not searching, i'm just waiting and i'm not going to give up. I'm so bored at home, I'm waiting for H to come back. He promise me to jog with me after Christmas. I miss H lah, I miss he's laugh and jokes.

Coming out your mouth with your blah blah blah.

2009-12-21T04:30:00.001-08:00

Happy birthday Nur Izzati and same goes to Farhan. Hope you have a blast and i'm going to miss Izaati because she's moving to Kelantan, Sobsob.

It doesn't mean anything if you're not here with me

2009-12-17T20:02:00.000-08:00

After F is gone, i keep telling myself that i will never fall in love again. After a few weeks, i can't cry and i have no feelings at all. These days guys are jerks,haha sorry. Every where i go, i see couples and they look very happy together. I wonder when will i get that happiness.When u love someone , And they break your heart , Don't give up on love , Have faith restart, Just hold on , hold on , hold on!One day, i was in my brothers car and then i turn on the radio. I hear that song, my tears came out and i know that song reminds me of J. I need someone to replace him from my heart and i just found that guy. He's name is Muhammad Dannil Adzha Fadzil. He's the person that i love the most. The guy that is Caring, kind, loveable and so much on lah. I really love him and i don't want to lose him. I hate it when we fight, i just want to be happy with him and i know that i'm happy with him always.

The wait is over

2009-12-15T21:27:00.002-08:00

Hey It's Izni super sweet 13, haha. Happy Birthday lah gila. Wish you have a blast for your birthday, present nanti kot. To tell you the truth, I'm bored this holiday. H is away, D is away and everyone's away lah. I miss them and mostly i miss Aliya and Dannil. School's coming 3 more weeks. I wish i didn't have to go to school next year.

It's not a dream anymore

2009-12-15T05:43:00.000-08:00

Today go to school, buy books and all that stuff plus i have the buku minda 2009. I look inside and the end off the page has the rumah merah senam robik picture. I look really ugly inside the picture. I hope no one realize it because i know that no one will see it. I miss Dannil, boring ouh tak jumpa dia and he's away because he's at penang now.

I had enough of you guys!

2009-12-10T05:43:00.000-08:00

Sejak bila buat blog pasal dia? i don't even have time for that. before i wrote I dont care about you post, i don't have internet and why you blame it on me? wow, everybody is blaming on me. Okay fine, i don't care. Do you have proof that i did a blog about Nayly? if you have proof then i'm okay with it but i swear to god i didn't do it. It's true i don't like Nayly, do you have a problem with that? I'm not the only one who hates her. Maybe there's a lot of people out there doesn't like her. Maybe they did it. I'm having a great life before she came and after she go. Tak ada masa lah nak jealous pasal tetek dia, i don't care if i'm flat or whatever. I don't even know how i met her. I don't even know how i became her bestfriend. Their right, i've been trying to change her but she'll always be the same. I'm not starting a fight, i'm just telling the truth and i don't give a damn what you said about me. I'm just living my life, PEOPLE! Nayly's the one who started first by posting at her blog about me and it's my turn to do the same thing. She's not the only one has feeling okay. Honestly, I don't care about her anymore and i have a life okay. Asal nak tuduh aku dgn sammy? Kalau ada bukti tak apa lah jugak. there's a lot of people out there who really hates her. So that's my reply to you guys

Nothing compare to a good act

2009-12-09T23:18:00.000-08:00

Just came back from summit and taipan with fatyn. I miss her a lot. While walking to summit, i saw J. Buat sakit hati je tengok muka dia, haha. My hand hurts a lot sebab main dgn pisau.

H is away for Chrismas. So, i don't have a lot of time to hang out with him. I'm going to miss him but still can text each other right. I'm in love all over again with someone but there's nothing between us. Just friends. I miss everyone i know. Mostly i miss him, haha. I can't tell you who is he yet. Soon i will. What is her problem? She used my poster to put at her wall room. get a life lah, you steal people stuff and you said its yours.

I want your loving And I want your revenge

2009-12-08T20:38:00.000-08:00

I'm so bored right now, i've been doing the same thing everyday now. Maybe this Friday or Saturday going sunway again. Woke up this morning at 11 something and bla bla bla. Straight away online and start blogging. After i had a fight with Adam last night, he stop bugging me already. There's more about the fight actually but i didn't copy it. He told me that he want me back then when we fight, he suddenly tell me that he has someone already. What a player and still he wants me back, yeah right. I know that he's lying to me but still i hate him. I won't take him back. No question ask. I rather be single than taken.I just found out that the girl that i hate has a boyfriend. haha, now thats funny.

I miss the people that i love the most

2009-12-07T20:08:00.000-08:00

I'm so sleepy right now but i can't sleep and i don't know why. To tell you the truth, i didn't sleep at all last night. I was on the phone with F until 3 then on the phone with H. I really miss her a lot, we gossip and talk about our life. I can't believe that "GIRL" accuse me and she think that i told F about W. I didn't do anything, what a liar. Eh sapa tak marah kalau dia kacau boyfriend orang. Things are different now without you, M. Usually, we text everyday and hang out all the time but now you're so busy with work. I have to let you go right. I miss you,M.

Happy Birthday

2009-12-06T19:51:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Aliya Aisya! Wish you have a blast for your birthday. Present nanti lah i kasi. You're turning 12 today. Dah besar lah kau. Nanti lepak tau this Wednesday kat kl. Happy birthday!

I don't care about you

2009-10-29T19:59:00.000-07:00

You think you're so good but you're not. People keep telling me that your using me. That's why i did this to you. People give you a second chance to change but you're not going to change. I don't care lah. People hate your attitude, that's why they want you to change lah bodoh. Orang couple dgn kau sbb barang kau je la bodoh. kau pun bangga la tetek kau besar. I'm better of without you la slut. I don't care about you anymore, i can't believe that i ever friend with you and fyi you suck.

2009-07-29T19:27:00.000-07:00

What a sad day,have a fight with him then he go and tell his ex crush.Like What the hell? i want to talk to J,i really miss him,I miss his voice, I miss his smile and most of all i miss talking to him.
I can't stop remembering those memories and now you're not even talking to me.Everytime i see your face i feel like crying but i just control my feeling for you.

XOXO
AZELEA AZREEN

2009-07-29T18:43:00.000-07:00

There something that i feel is so wrong like im jealous of someone but i don't know what for anyway.When i look at him i feel like does he really love me?, i feel like there's something wrong but when i look at J i feel like i miss him.I don't know how is my gonna be, I feel like im always wrong and i feel like people hate for who i am but i really miss someone. I miss how the person text me and laugh with me all the time.

XOXO
AZELEA AZREEN

2009-07-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

Both of them are like best friends but i have just lose 2, i really miss them.They change so much but thats what they wanted right so, i just let it go and find a new best friend.I found two of them
.Their like my sister i wish they are my sister.Their name is Nur Nayly Aqilah & Nik Samiah.
I love them so much Oh yeah i gotta go bye

XOXO
AZELEA AZREEN

2009-07-28T05:32:00.001-07:00

some people can forget their old memories with their life and who are they with but i can't forget the past and the bad memories with someone, Its hard cause his always be there in front of your face everyday and when you see him you feel like wanna cry cause remembering the past with him. :'( Starting from now i just have to control my feelings and stop remembering about the past but i can't cause his always be where ever i go its like haish . I've just have to move on and live my life baby!

XOXO
AZELEA AZREEN

2009-07-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

today at school was boring as always
ade orang dah tak berani ejek i ouh
the name is Farah Ibrahim
semalam tak habis2 sound die
still tak puas hati kot
then i dgn bestie i otw pegi jumpe cikgu
then die cite ah yg farah nak suruh org sound adam
the thing is benda tak de kena mengena dgn adam
asal die? why not me? asal takut nak marah aku?
kan da habis yg die nak mula balik asal?
pening kepala sial
come back home kena marah entah pasal ape!
im not in the mood right now ouh
okay la gotta go
bye

XOXO
AZELEA AZREEN

Sucks

2009-07-26T18:19:00.000-07:00

Fuck seyh
we lose , i know their gonna balme it on me
this is why i don't wanna be keeper haiya -.-
next time i just stick to volleyball again
kat sekola sure dorg ckp kat aku "ape la kau nie"
then bising bising lagi
dah la homework tak buat haih
why does my life sucks
lagi lagi atiqah bising
"ape la kau nie asal kau tak jage betul2" and more la kan
nanti aku nk emo for 1 day kalau ade org ckp kat aku cam tu
dah la aku tgh pening kepala mase main futsal
when i come back home,my dad say
"why can't you play a girls game?" then i said
"futsal pun game pompuan la suke hati aku la"
then i went upstairs and onlinee
oh yeah i gotta go

bye
XOXO
AZELEA AZREEN

2009-07-22T19:42:00.000-07:00

i adore her

hot la gile

2009-07-22T19:32:00.000-07:00

Robert Pattinson is so damn fcking hot :)

Don't Trust Him

2009-07-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 10am
mandi semua then breakfast
then kena marah XD haha
cause i mintak something from my parents
i dont know what N***** problem,ape masalah kau ouh
aku tak kacau kau kan nie nak ckp psl aku la tu
dah la kawan dgn 2 bohsia
okay stop talking about that guy

and now i just only check his profile at myspace
tau tak ade ape?
gambar rokok
he told me that he stop smoking but btl ke?
i dont really trust him anyway
that day pun die tinggalkan i at mcd die turun bawah buat ape tah dgn kwn die,
then bile die naik atas bau rokok
wow like what the hell la
i hope he did't read my blog XD
so ape-ape la kan
so change the subject la
boring ouh duduk rmh
ajak org lepak tak nak,malas and ade keje nak buat
ddk rmh onlieeeeee je

Yela gaduh dgn die lagi ouh
tak habis2 gaduh
entah la asal selalu gaduh dgn die
if he doesn't wanna talk to me fine
that what he wants

you changed la?

2009-07-16T20:08:00.000-07:00

okay im talking about my friend
maybe some of you guys know her
Since the day i make M** friends back with S* ***
she ignore me more and talk to them more
what the hell la weiiii
die lupekan org ouh
if she got problem with her boyfriend baru nak cari i
then kalau takde kwn cari i jugak
i've changed because i friend with her
(baru sedar XD,haha)
but now im back to myself
how to say this ar? oh yeah!
she act like a boy you know that?
i try to changed her but it did't work
i ask everyone in my class
"Does M** act like a guy?"
all of them say yes
like what the fuck laa
but its true
i ask her to change her looks and her attitude
she say okay
then one day she was hanging out with the boys
and that time she act like a real guy
i shout at her
"what did you promise me?"
and wanna know what she say?
"yeah i know,but i cant stand it"
i was like what the fck weii
we we're doing the oral test together
she ask me what to do?
i say to her think yourself la
in my head say
"does she wanna be a girl or a guy?"
i can't stand her
today im gonna ignore her the whole day
Bile ade pakwe die
die senyap je
then she tried to act like a girl
but tak jadi ouh
when me and atiqa hit his boyfriend
she try to pull us away but she can't

To M**
you changed a lot girl
i want the old you back
and start acting like a girl laaa
you're a girl not a guy la gilaa
remember you're a girl not a guy
and jangan lupekan org ouh
i dah tolong you semua
i dah pujuk you
but you know how you pujuk me?
you just say azelea stop crying then you start talking to them

i dont have a title for this

2009-07-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

wow a big fight?
i had a fight with him again
wanna know something?
i can't stop crying just now
when break time only i stop crying
haihh what a life la
i cried cause his accusing me having another boyfriend
and i scared that i lose him thats all
i had a big headache just now
feel like aaahhhh
don't wanna think about it
when i push everything away
it was geografi
teacher marah me like hell cause tak buat folio
i have to stand up at the chair same goes to some of my friends
it was funny that time
they keep pushing my chair
same goes to D**** XD haha
i really hate that teacher but never mind la kan
i hate my blog cause i don't really know how to make it nice
haha lol
and that time i was like fcking crazy
haha i love my bestieeeeeeeeee :)

Why oh why?

2009-07-12T20:47:00.000-07:00

why am i starting to remember
the memories that i have with J*****?
i've been listening to the song that he loves
why oh why laaaaa?
people keep asking me,
do you still love him?
like what the hell
of course no!
i only love Muhammas Adam<3
But why am i remembering those memories
that we share???
i remember what you say to me
'i love you but im not ready to have any relationship with anyone,
you're my first girlfriend that i have but
i don't want any relationship with anyone'
but i was like i don't wanna break up
he said ' when im ready i'll ask you back okay? thats a promise'
but i wont wait any longer
i found someone that i really love

Muhammad Adam
i love you

Life is hard

2009-07-09T19:57:00.000-07:00

life is hard
everyone has there own problem too
but nobody know mine
but i cant tell anyone
only M** know
i wanted to tell Nayly and Adam
but im not ready too.

the true is ...
im not ready to tell sorry
its about my parents
my life sucks
seriously
but i have the guy that i love &
my bestfriends to make me happy
but when their not around
if i stay at home
they don't care about me
they just care about my brother and my little brother
i feel like running away from home
but when i do out from the house
without them knowing
that's the time they care about me
like what the hell
and there's more
i don't want to tell

i have no life la
if you wanna know
cause my life sucks

2009-07-08T05:19:00.000-07:00

Wanna know something sweet?
its from my bestfriend
Azelea Azreen,my hunny bunny sugar plum for real.She is so damn pretty if you want to know.many guys are waiting to be her boyfriend and queuing up in a line,wink wink* XD she's also is a nice person and always there by my side when i need help.You touched my soul babe:) she always cheer me up with her jokes,thank you sayang, thank you never ends.We have many things in common.We always share our secrets and always help each other.this is what bestfriends for kan? she is so damn different than the other girls.She is a unique for me.Although she is taken but she never forget me.Awww,im so lucky have her as my bestfriend.And for the stupid bitches out there,don't ever hurt her.If i found out that you hurt her,i'll kick your ass and squeeze your boobs.And for Azelea, don't ever give up.Im always here for you.Last word from me,
I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND.
aaaaawwwwww
so sweet
seriously i am not pretty laaa
i will never be pretty like you la sayang oi
Sape nak suke kat i la?
am i that nice? haha XD
your my bestfriend la no matter what happen
you're the one who cheer me up la Gila

Happy?

2009-07-06T21:02:00.000-07:00

HHHMMM
Happy?
like notttttt
what kind of boyfriend yg tak layan gf die?
aaaarrrhhhhh
nevermind
lucky somebody make me so relax and happy
the name is Nur Nayly Aqilah<3333
i love her so much
im not lesbian okay
i love her as my bestie la
i love her so much la gila<33
tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary
okay do you think i will last long with him?
give me some answer people
does he like someone else?
on the carnival day i check his phone
i check his contact
i saw somebody call matin
there was a love behind there matin<3>
and one more jin jie<3
oh my god laaaaa
but my number he put
AzeleaAzreen<333
and my house phone
Baby's house<333
awwwwwwwwwww
i don't trust guys right now
i hope he doesn't read this :p
i wish i can dance like in the club again
i dance like crazy man
i was sweating like hell
when i came out from there
people say"baru habis mandi ke?"
hahahhahhahaha,lol.
okay la i gotta go

Carnival La People

2009-07-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

wow,it was so damn fcking nice.
there was like a club over there
i went in 3 times
then i was like dancing like hell
until i tak layan my boyfriends
im so so so so so i forget about you
when we we're in there
cause i was like going crazy.
im sorry okay?
i wish i can see you again
i miss you
i miss your smile
i love you la gilaaaa

i played water like hell
i was so damn wet laa
kena my hair also

2009-07-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

wanna know something?
i had a fight with him again
when i told you guys that i cant cry anymore
wow just now only i cry
i thought that i cant cry anymore
then yeah i cried
omg i wanted to cry every night but i cant
i don't know why
then today only i cry
omg laaa weeiiiii
tomorrow hari karnival
i don't feel like going la
cause he is going to be there
i know i suppose to be happy but
i just had a fight with him
sssoooo
i don't know la am i going or not?????

I Love You La Gilaa

2009-07-03T23:40:00.000-07:00

why i feel so guilty?
about something
i cant write here
why i kept listening to the song
that remind of my ex?
and repeating all over again
oh yeah i remember cause my heart was broke by him
wanna know who?
you guys just guess la
_e_e_ _
tell me the answer okay
if you know who
but now i got someone that makes me smile
you're my everything now
why do i love you?
because you been in my dream, cute, funny, romantic and funny
i just close my eyes because i might see your face
i close my mouth because i wanna hear you say something
i close my ears because i might i hear your voice,
but i could not close my heart because i love you.
i've fallen in love with you and i'll will never let you go.
i love you more then anyone,i just had to let you know.
and if you ever wonder why, i don't know what i'll say,
but i'll never stop loving you each and everyday.
i hope you read this.
you already promise me that you won't leave me
but can you keep your promise?
I LOVE YOU SO DAMN FCKING MUCH
MORE THEN EVERYTHING

wanna know something?
i feel like crying but i can't cry anymore
even fake cry
its so weird
seriously i can't cry anymore

IM so so so sorry

2009-06-30T19:43:00.000-07:00

Im sorry if i did't went to taipan
sorry cause i was so sleepy and my hand is damn fcking pain
im sorry okay
please forgive me
But did you went taipan today?
i miss you la
its been 6 days
6 days without seeing you kills me
i really really really really miss you

now about my parents
just now my friend called my house phone
then when i was talking
my father marah me
then i shout to him
"eh i did;t call la,die yg call la"
i feel like killing him
even if his my father
i don't care
i'm planning to ran away from home
my parents keep saying that im going to like my sister
i said to them
im not gonna be like her and i am nothing like her

Fuck la

2009-06-29T19:35:00.000-07:00

fuck la my parents
yesterday my house phone bill showed up
and guess what?
its rm1000
oh my god,its all because of me
haha what i care
sape suruh tak bg aku handphone baru
now i cant even touch the phone or used the phone
haih
& wanna know something?
my parents ask me
who i called and why i call them
i did't answer
then my mom said
"sure la you go call your bf"
i was like"what the hell la"
but its true
i just shut my lips and never say anything
my father ask me to break up with him
i said
"no way, his the only one that can make me happy"
then i went inside my room and i slam the door
haiyo my choice la i wan cpl or not
AAARRRHHHHHHHHH

WOW, today at school was so damn fcking boring
school was never fun
its always boring
if i hear people saying school fun
i don't know what to say
haih
today was boring without him
now i can't use the house phone to call him
its been 5 days i did't see him
wow its a long day
but i really really really really miss him

This Sunday is going to be my school carnival
yaay!!! :)
its gonna be fun
Adam going to come
its gonna be crazy
believe me
cause im gonna do something to all of you

HAPPY MUCH LA?

2009-06-29T04:56:00.001-07:00

im so happy for my friend M**
she couple with N****
wow wanna know something?
wait, i remember its a secret,haha lol.

Today at school so damn fucking boring
i saw her, she was like don't wanna friend me
but i still love her as my best friend.
She don't wanna friend me what to do?
its her choice la not mine

HIM<333

2009-06-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

Guess what i have another fight with him
Do you think that you love somebody so much but you feel like you're hurting them?
well i do.I love him so much,i swear to god.I don't wanna lose him but i feel like
i m hurting him..I always make him sad, mad and i always end up fighting with him.
I don't know why.I fighting with him like my ex boyfriend,J*****.
The first time ever in my life i hear him marah me like hell, I was like
"OH MY GOD IS THIS THE GUY THAT I LOVE?"
The way he marah me like im not his girlfriend like im just his friend
I really love him and i don't wanna leave him but im scared he leave me.
All the guys that i ever couple with they keep saying that
"I love you and i will never leave you"
and guess what they leave me =.=
but there's one guy said
"I love you alot but i don't wanna have a relationship with you or anybody"
His name is J***** G***T****
But Adam was different
in my whole life i was not happy
but when he came to my life
his the only one that can make me happy
If you don't think that i love you its your choice
but i really really really really really really really love you so much.
Everyone keep saying that i always cry
wanna know why?
cause im sad,mad and i really don't wan to lose the wan i really love.

TO ADAM
IM SORRY IF I MAKE YOU MAD OR SAD
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH
AND I PROMISE THAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU CAUSE
I REALLY NEED YOU BY MY SIDE

BlaBlaBla

2009-06-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

what a boring day,
my little brothers are so annoying.
i'm not going out today
just stay home like the good girls do.
haha,lol.

i woke up at 12 pm
OMG so late
by the way
i don't care la what you wanna say about me
but i'm myself
if you don't wanna friend me
okay fine

Now i don't wanna talk about it
just forget about the past.
ilovehimsodamnfuckingmuch
wanna know who?
Muhammad Adam la
who else?
I will never leave him
i don't wanna lose him

What A Life?

2009-06-27T04:39:00.001-07:00

What a life you all say i've changed? But you guys are so damn wrong. Wanna know something i just lost my best friend but if she doesn't want me than okay fine. But someone cheer me up, he's name is Muhammad Adam. If i'm in a bad mood, he'll be the first person to cheer me up. I love him but not that crazy love. I don't wanna leave him